Dreaming Wildly in the moment!

Oh boy, I am getting so excited! Its just under two weeks until we officially start our second adoption journey and I can’t wait! In fact I have decided that if our orientation meeting goes well I am going to go and buy something for the baby. I remember doing that for Jayden, and I remember how difficult it actually was for me. Difficult because we had already been down a really long road with so many disappointments.

You see after seven years, six IVF’s and one loss it was very difficult for me to hope and believe. It took guts for me to just let go. I walked into Ackermans and ended up choosing a yellow baby grow pack that came with a little hat and vest. Jayden wore that little hat on his first day in this world and it was so special for me to put it on him.

Anyway, this time I don’t have those feelings. In fact I feel quite WILD and CRAZY about it all. I’m not holding back this time! I am determined to loose myself in this as much as I can……..because this is the last time I will experience this.

Note to self: There are likely to be some difficult and frustrating moments, these are par for the course!

When we first made the decision to add to our family we agreed that we would not specify the gender that we would prefer……….but as time goes by it is becoming clear what we are hoping for.

I still don’t want to specify a gender because I feel that it should be left up to fate, but we will speak to our Social Worker about that when we meet her.

Until then I will allow myself to dream wildly about little pink tutu’s and pretty hairbands.

We started making a list last night…………..

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